Monday, January 11, 2010

Dear Jimmy

I really missed you on the weekend. I Friday night was the worst cause everyone was out with their significant others and I just sat at home watching seinfeld, wondering how many times we've actually seen this show! I thought it would be easier than this, I don't think I really prepared myself for you being so far away and now I don't know how to deal with it.

I think I am going to be ok, I had a really great conversation about you with my old bosses husband on Saturday night at Sydney Festival First Night. I've been doing that alot lately just talking about you to random people, I come away with a new perspective every time so I don't know how effective this 'talking' thing is.
I really wanted to call you after Sydney Festival wihch, I'm really sorry, was so much fun. It wasn't as crazy as last year I think there was only 200,000 people (compared to the half a million that was there last year) it might have had something to do with the fact that it was 40 degrees up until 7pm. But totally worth the heat in the end.

There was this random DJ that came on that I wish I could comment on but he was so quiet I couldnt' hear anything. Then the Black Arm band also played which is kind of like a supergroup of some of the best or more prominent Indigenous artists and I really got into them they had a huge band and so many great performers.

Off course the Reverend Al Green played, he spent more time that I like telling us about how he little time he had to perform, but he did play Let's Stay Together - when off course I got emotional AGAIN, and just wanted to ring you, but it didn't go through (which is probably a good thing considering I've got to save money for my trip!)





Finally yesterday I went to the beach, I've never seen Bondi so blue it was seriously the color of your eyes (how's that for corn) or we can go with the color of that blue robe I wear, or the shirt that I bought you (or the one that is the exact same that you bought a few weeks later x)

It's really weird not having you hear, it's not even been a week and I can't handle it. I just don't understand how things are still going ahead when your not there? Which off course no one else understands, but everything that I do just seems surreal when your not doing them with me. At least when you were in Argentina I knew when you were coming back. I wonder if you will ever come back to live in Australia?

I'm sleeping better than I expected though, only really two rough nights but the fan you gave me is helping so thanks for that. Oh yeah, Bob is really mad at me for some reason, he's fully traded me in for Kate and Phil so I'm even more alone with out my other man in my life.

At the time of writing I think you'll either be still in bed or just getting up to go to your first day of school and I'm so nervous for you. At least you've already met everyone at orientation right? How is the house moving planning going? Are you still going to crash on that chicks couch until you move in with that guy? Did you take any photos with your marine mates from the weekend? I still want to see a video of the strip in full force.

Well until next time lover, here is a picture of Bondi on Sunday I didn't take my camera so I had to steal this photo from my friend Trevor. It doesnt' do the color of the ocean any justice. It was so beautiful (like you).

Love you and miss you.
mxx

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